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Assalamualaikum, 2010 is a tough year. It is a year of self potential discovery. It is a year of being a tea bag in boiled water. With correct temperature and timing, with or without sugar and other additional, everybody would enjoy a decent cup of tea. In the darkest of night that you'll see the brightest of stars; and the sun always rise every day. There's no such thing as bad weather, only different kind of good weathers. Despite all the turmoil happened along this year, my life is not that bad. In fact, I think I am happier... I feel serene inside. Life is a lesson and experience is the best teacher. No matter what happen or how hard the lesson is, tomorrow would still come and we would have to walk another day, weeks, months and years. Nothing would stay unchanged, everything change - from amniotic fluid to oxygen. A baby learns to breathe. I have gain friends. I know who likes to ride the limo with me and who will always accompany me to walk on a rainy day. I've seen ...

Assalamualaikum, Headache since morning (-___-) Started to feel drowsy and dizzy after taking the prescribed pills (@___@) Luckily Jung Yong-hwa and C.N Blue keep me on the ground ^____^ Wassalam. I Will Forget You C.N Blue I will forget you starting today I don’t know you I have never seen you We never even walked pass each other I’m okay, I forgot everything I’m happy with my busy life I’ve met a great person too Love is always like this It fades away after some time Can’t even remember it When love goes away, another love comes again It definitely will Even if it hurts now, it will heal a little later It will forget I will too It’s not difficult I will forget everything after today I’m just getting used to my changed life Love is always like this It fades away after some time Can’t even remember it When love goes away, another love comes again It definitely will Even if it hurts now, it will heal a little later It will forget I will too I will erase everything I definitely will When...

Assalamualaikum, Alhamdulillah, dengan izinNya, Malaysia telah berjaya merangkul kejayaan sebagai juara Kejohanan Bola Sepak Piala Suzuki AFF 2010 menerusi agregat 4-2 - penantian 14 tahun oke~ Walaupun Mohd. Safee Mohd. Sali dinobatkan sebagai best player ( no doubt he is ), tapi dihati 'Aini Khairul Fahmi Che Mat adalah hero sebenar ^____^ Sangat kagum dengan kebolehan beliau. Dah lama pasukan Malaysia takde wow factor macam tu. Overall, the whole team played it very well. Great. Rasa macam pasukan lama telah diculik Ultraman dan dipancarkan laser (oooopppppsss!) sehingga termutasi menjadi lebih baik. Hahahaha. Di penghujung dekad ini, akhirnya Malaysia mempamerkan kesungguhan dan mutu perjuangan yang kembali menarik kepercayaan peminat bolasepak negara. Harap prestasi baik ini dapat dikekalkan. Janganlah bermusim - juara sekali kalahnya berkali-kali :) To Fahmi: All the best . Jangankan aweks, cewek-cewek sekelian pun menaruh harapan yang tinggi terhadap kamu sekarang. Semoga...

Assalamualaikum, Tersentuh hati mendengar kebenaran dari bait-bait ringkas yang dialunkan oleh Arwah Ustaz Asri dalam perjalanan ke Johor baru-baru ini. Astaghfirullah... Semoga Allah jauhkan sifat riak dan kufur nikmat dari hati para Muslimin dan Muslimat sekelian... Amiin. Sesungguhnya, semuanya milik Allah. Kita hanya makhluk yang melata mengharapkan kasih sayang Allah... Harap sedar diri. Wassalam. Mana Milik Kita Rabbani Mana milik kita? Tidak ada milik kita Semua yang ada Allah yang punya Tidak ada kita punya Kita hanya mengusahakan saja Apa yang kita dapat Allah sudah sediakannya Kita Allah punya Bumi langit ciptaanNya Miliklah apa saja Tidak terlepas dari ciptaanNya Mana kita punya? Tidak ada kepunyaan kita Kita hanya mengusahakan Apa yang telah ada Mana milik kita? Tidak ada milik kita Semua yang ada Allah yang punya Tidak ada kita punya Kita hanya mengusahakan saja Apa yang kita dapat Allah sudah sediakannya Mengapa kita sombong Memiliki Allah punya Mengapa tidak malu Kepada...

Assalamualaikum, Friday morning, while getting ready for work the radio station played a song. "Her eyes, her eyes make the stars look like they're not shining. Her hair, her hair falls perfectly without her trying. She's so beautiful and I tell her every day..." And I smiled to the reflection in the mirror. What a sweet guy, I thought. I can smile all day long for this kind of compliment. "I know, I know, when I compliment her she won’t believe me. And it’s so, it’s so sad to think she don't see what I see..." Errmmmm. This is new. So I stopped doing everything I do, grab my phone and listened to the song. "When I see your face there's not a thing that I would change. Cause you're amazing just the way you are. And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while. Cause girl you're amazing just the way you are..." ^_____^ "You know, you know, you know I'd never ask you to change. If perfect is what you're s...

Assalamualaikum, This morning, I really really feel that I really really need a personal advisor - for car especially and other technical stuff in my life. *sigh* I hate it when I have to figure these technical stuff, and I hate it even more that I can't understand it! T____T The possibility to run over to Perodua Service Center, again today, is very high. The probability of being hated is also high. I am so getting myself a personal Perodua advisor ASAP! A car need more than just a manual~ Wassalam.

Assalamualaikum, There will come a time when you have gazillions why and what, you'd ask yourself every second of how and you can't never find the when. You'll live in denials and blames. You'd face a situation tears could not explain. When the world itself no longer holds any sense for you, it is time to let it go - drop everything and forget the world and all in it that is hurting you - then prostrate before Him. Prostrate your heart and soul before Him and tell Him: " Oh Allah! I seek Your guidance by virtue of Your knowledge, and I seek ability by virtue of Your power, and I ask You of Your great bounty. You have power; I have none. And You know; I know not. You are the Knower of hidden things. Oh Allah! If in Your knowledge, (this matter*) is good for my religion, my livelihood and my affairs, immediate and in the future, then ordain it for me, make it easy for me, and bless it for me. And if in Your knowledge, (this matter*) is bad for my religion, my livelih...

Assalamualaikum, Tiada ertinya 'kembali' jika ia bukan yang abadi. Wassalam. Nun disana cita - cita kita Ya akhirat namanya Di dunia ini bukan tempat tinggal Di sini hanya sebentar tidak kekal Betulkan niat dari sekarang Tukar sikap kita yang merugikan Qur'an dan sunnah jadikan panduan Agar esok kita tidak kekesalan Biar susah sedikit kerana Tuhan Untuk menghindar kesusahan yang besar Yang tidak sanggup ditanggung badan Ambillah iktibar kalau mahu sedap Disana tiada taulan yang membela Amal ibadah itulah pembela kita Ayuh bersegaralah membuat kebajikan Jangan dilalaikan oleh nafsu dan syaitan Pangkat dan harta tidak akan kekal Bahkan apa yang ada akan ditinggal Hidup di dunia hanya sementara Buatlah persiapan untuk ke sana Ayuh bersegeralah menuju Alloh Taatilah Dia minta ampun pada-Nya Mati bila - bila masa boleh tiba Jangan sampai kita tidak bersedia Biar susah sedikit kerana Tuhan Untuk menghindar kesusahan yang besar Yang tidak sanggup ditanggung badan Ambillah iktibar...

Assalamualaikum, Change. Changes happen every second. There is nothing we can do to stop it from happening. When a change happen, we need to sit down and breathe... take deep breaths; oxygen help in thinking. Then, we must learn to accept that the change happened whether we like it or not. Live with it. Yes, everything changes. People change. Nothing stays the same. To demand the other way is ridiculous. To be sad and frustrated is even more ridiculous. We can't fleet away from earth just because we didn't like the changes. We can't ignore or throw away people just because they change. We can't quit loving just because we hate the change. Life is so simple that we shouldn't be bothered more than we should. Wassalam.

Assalamualaikum, Azam tahun baru 1432H: Mencintai ALLAH... InshaAllah... Wassalam.

"Some footsteps are not required. Some presence is not worth to remember. Every day is a gift. If you can't make it special, don't ruin the surprises." Assalamualaikum, If restriction order is as simple and as easy as spelling it correctly, I know I have a list. It's not that I have completely throw away people in this list from my life. I am trying to keep the what-so-ever significant bonding between us. Wassalam.

Assalamualaikum, Seronok tengok wanita-wanita mengandung sekelian. Tumpang excited jugak tunggu hari bersalin kawan-kawan. Rasa sejuk hati dan seronok bila kawan-kawan cerita pasal pregnancy ... bertambah-tambah lagi bila tengok gambar babies yang montel dan comel. Orang upload gambar anak, aku pun upload jugak gambar anak... tapi anak orang lain la. Orang sibuk shopping baju anak-anak, aku pun sibuk shopping gak... tapi untuk anak orang lain jugak. Kereta orang lain ada mainan anak-anak, kereta aku pun [bakal] ada mainan anak-anak... tapi untuk anak orang lain lagi... Orang lain beli socks, mittens, baby shoes untuk anak, aku pun sibuk beli jugak... tapi untuk gantung dalam kereta! ^____^ Hehehe~ Nota Kaki: Hasilan gambar terbaik dan yang paling menggembirakan aku bila pegang kamera adalah gambar anak-anak yang pelbagai ekspresi. Boleh jadi penawar hati yang lara. Wassalam.

Assalamualaikum, While listening to Celine Dion's A New Day Has Come , I suddenly feel so determine to start a new life. I just want to move on and never going to turn back... ever again. I refuse to allow the same thing to break me over and over again. It's time to end these entire nuisances. "Let the rain come down and wash away my tears Let it fill my soul and drown my fears Let it shatter the walls for a new sun A new day has come Where it was dark now there's light Where there was pain now there's joy Where there was weakness, I found my strength." A new day has come. It has to... it must... InshaAllah. Wassalam. A new day has come… I was waiting for so long For a miracle to come Everyone told me to be strong Hold on and don't shed a tear Through the darkness and good times I knew I'd make it through And the world thought I had it all But I was waiting for you Hush, love I see a light in the sky Oh, it's almost blinding me I can't believe ...

"I'm so tired but I can't sleep Standin' on the edge of something much too deep It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard" Assalamualaikum, If you need a listener, the best listener is Allah. Tell Him all you need to tell. The Holy Quran is His words, listen to Him. Solah on the other hand, is the way to communicate with Him. Pray to Him. Wassalam.

Assalamualaikum, Salam Aidiladha. Memetik kata-kata dari Majalah Solusi; marilah 'sembelih' kecintaan terhadap dunia. Marilah kita hayati erti sebenar 'pengorbanan'. Dalam perjalanan ke ofis pagi tadi, terdengar satu respons pendengar terhadap topik di Hot FM. Ceritanya, keluarga pendengar tersebut tak suka dengan pilihan hatinya. Sebagai 'pengorbanan' untuk cinta tersebut, pendengar ni tetap meneruskan perhubungan cinta tersebut dan buat tak tahu je dengan pendapat keluarganya. Penutupnya dia dengan bangga berkongsi, selepas 4 tahun akhirnya keluarganya terima juga pilihan hati tersebut. Begitu definisi 'pengorbanan' kita. Melukakan hati keluarga demi seseorang yang bukan sesiapa - pun boleh mengaku sebagai 'pengorbanan' bersempena Aidiladha. Semoga Allah merahmati umat Islam sekelian dengan kecintaan terhadapNya yang berterusan. Ameen. Sebagai penutup dan peringatan terhadap diri sendiri, kenangilah kisah korban putera Nabi Adam Habil dan Qabil...

Assalamualaikum, Hurt. What else can I say about it? Being hurt? I have nothing to say about it. Hurting. Someone always feel something. Someone not yet do the thinking. Amazing. Some think more. Some think less. Some never think. A common sense for a person. A life lesson for another. Not even close to other's thought. What a disappointment! Don't you have brain; I'd really want to ask. But that would sound harsh. Being harsh would make us equal. So have your part of the cake. I have plenty in the oven. You are what you eat. I am what I cooked. A pinch of salt. A tablespoon of sugar. A generous amount of everything. Chances are all we have. It ticks. Tick tock tick tock. Don't miss it. Wassalam.

Assalamualaikum, This is something I found during my student years and when love was saturated in the air. The English version was actually presented in Joseph's English class. Yang Bernama Cinta Adakah tapak tanganmu berkeringat, hatimu berdebar kencang dan suaramu tersekat di dadamu? Itu bukan Cinta, itu SUKA . Adakah kamu tidak dapat melepaskan pandangan mata darinya? Itu bukan Cinta, itu NAFSU . Adakah kamu menginginkannya kerana kamu tahu ia ada di sana? Itu bukan Cinta, itu KESEPIAN . Adakah kamu mencintainya kerana itulah yang diinginkan semua orang? Itu bukan Cinta, itu KESETIAAN . Adakah kamu tetap mengatakan kamu menyintainya kerana kamu tidak ingin melukai hatinya? Itu bukan Cinta, itu BELAS KASIHAN . Adakah kamu menjadi miliknya kerana pandangan matanya membuat hatimu melompat? Itu bukan Cinta, itu TERGILA-GILA . Adakah kamu memaafkan kesalahannya kerana kamu mengambil berat tentangnya? Itu bukan Cinta, itu PERSAHABATAN . Adakah kamu mengatakan padanya bahawa setiap ha...

Assalamualaikum, Note: This entry was inspired by a friend. Thank you, darling! "My life is my message". Gandhi got that right. Yes, life is a message. Life is never about what people expect you to be, it's not about what other people want... Life is about us and the decision we made. ‘Life’ is our essence of existence. I’m not a rule-breaker, thus I am fulfilling my essence of existence. We all do. We all breathe and survive and die fulfilling this one destiny. That is to worship Him. To the tiniest existence of us and the whole universe, life is meaningless without Him. Life is Him. That’s my message. Hidup ini sekadar mencari mati yang sempurna. Wassalam.

Assalamualaikum, One of the keys to happiness is a bad memory. -- Rita Mae Brown Happiness is good health and a bad memory. -- Ingrid Bergman I couldn't agree more on the statements. Forgetfulness, if looked from a different corner is a blessing. It will become handy for unwanted memories. If you can't remember it, you can't be sad about it. If you can't remember why it made you sad, you'll move on. Apparently, it will fade away as you forgetting it... Wassalam.

Assalamualaikum, Ouch. A paper cut deep into my heart. "A paper cut" is understatement. Paper cuts to be precise. But I guess I never learn my lesson. I keep on letting myself to experience the paper cut. I think this is similar to extreme sports. Jumping from high place, bone-breaking activities, burning-the-skin hobbies, stuff that scared the insurance agencies or make your beneficiary rich. More than half human being involve in this kind of sports. A simple calculation fact from my mind :p And I, I only get few paper cuts on my heart. Wassalam.

Assalamualaikum, I've completed my Bridal Fair 2010 - Japanese Wedding Showcase album! (More pictures in my Facebook album) It was a great experience to attend such event. It was my first fashion show, so I don't really know where should I stand or what should I capture. Alhamdulillah, the pictures turn out great. With a basic gear, I did not expect much but I am happy to see what I manage to captured. My favorite would be the yellow wedding dress which was transform from a traditional wedding dress. They actually did it on the stage. The models for that particular wedding dress played their role well and brought out the romantic mood. The way he stares at her was like he is so proud of marrying her and there was so much love between them. Okay. I am all excited about this wedding thing (^_____^) I love Satomi Kobayashi's message. I could not recall it exactly, but her message remind me of the reason why I love wedding so much. For her, it's more than just a business o...

Assalamualaikum, This entry is a response to a question asked by a friend to another friend of mine. He wonder why I look different ('different' is not exact word) after the unfortunate event of my relationship (will be referred to as 'unfortunate event' later). Since I did plan to write something similar to that wonder, only nothing related to me, I think there's no harm to proceed with this idiotic babbling :p It's nothing winning-him-back or revengeful situation. I am not Elle Woods (Legally Blonde) or Putri Farhana (Gol & Gincu). But yes, I can adore Elle Woods and Putri Farhana in girls after their unfortunate event. Fight for your love and fight as a beauty. Puffy eyes, bad hair day, mismatch style? Ugh, no! So not happening (^____^) It's nothing big. It's just that I have extras to pamper myself. All the while, love, time, commitment and energy were spent to manage the event. With the occurrence of the unfortunate event, I have them back to m...

Assalamualaikum, Kamu, Aku jatuh cinta kepadamu bukan kerana siapa kamu. Bukan kerana apa yang kamu miliki. Bukan kerana apa yang telah kamu capai dalam kehidupanmu. Bukan kerana kata-kata manis yang kamu ucapkan kepadaku. Bukan juga kerana janji manis yang kamu taburkan. Cintaku kerana cintamu kepada Allah. Aku jatuh cinta ketika mendengar kata-katamu yang merendahkan diri di hadapan Allah. Aku mahu mencintaimu apabila kau serahkan cintamu kepada Allah. Cintaku mengekori disetiap syukurmu atas rahmatNYA. Cintaku meniti tapak-tapak cinta dan kerinduanmu terhadap Rasulullah. Cintaku membara semarak obor perjuangan yang kamu titipkan untuk agama Allah. Cintaku ikut menangisi taubatmu kepadaNYA. Cintaku mengaminkan doa-doamu kehadratNYA. Cintaku melaungkan sokongan atas puji-pujianmu terhadapNYA dan RasulNYA. Aku cinta kepadamu kerana Allah. Subhanallah... Insha Allah, Allah akan hantarkan seseorang sepertimu kepadaku. Amiin Ya Allah. Wassalam.

Assalamualaikum, A moment ago, I just realized that my folder contains gigantic amount of sad songs. Sad love songs. Tragic sad songs. Ohmigosh. What kind of person I was? What kind of life I had? My... my... my... With this kind of collection, even Olay Total Effect that fight 7 signs of ageing could not help. Lines, lines, lines! So I begin rummaging the entire collection for decent, motivational, happy songs that could enlighten my soul. Was that only 15% of the entire collection? Disastrous, ‘Aini! Among these 15%, lots of them actually a motivational breakup songs and a whole lot more which was not in that 15% is about love (between men and women). How pathetic is that. We can't even write happy songs that does not include that kind of love. Sad... very, very sad. I don't want to feel happy listening to fairy tales of love. Teetttt! Not even my story. I don't want to be happy over bouncing back and moving on after a terrible breakup! Another teeettttt! Ya ya ya. “It’s...

Assalamualaikum, Blair cried during Dorota's wedding in Gossip Girl Season 3 episode last night. She broke off with tears when Cyrus announce the happy couple whom happen to be Blair and Chuck, to walk the aisle and accompany the bride and bridegroom as a part of the traditional Russian wedding. Blair said that she and Chuck was not a happy couple. They should not bring bad luck to Dorota and Vanya. Blair hated the person she has become when she love Chuck -- too much. She hated it. Watching Blair crying like that, letting Chuck go... stepping away from her life... admitting that the one love she wanted and fight for was not a happy story... it broke my heart. Blair is mean. But she's just another girl. [Dorota said: "I don't need you to be a happy couple. I just need you to be happy". Yes. ] Everybody has the right to be happy. to choose a path that makes them happy. to give second chance, many time. to forgive. to forget. to move on. to stay and to longed. to b...

Assalamualaikum, Explanation sometimes could make things more complicated. Silence on the other hand could suggest misunderstanding. Questions could lead to irritation and answers might hurt others. If I were to give attention to all these, I'm so getting grey hairs on my next birthday! Life contains variables, a lot of them swarm around me and you. It’s unfair but you have to accept it.I sound selfish, yes I am. But sometime being selfish is required so that none of us have to see a shrink or end up in a morgue. Wassalam.

Assalamualaikum, Pada mulanya lagu Hanyut ni macam ada jiwa yang sama dengan lagu Cuba. A guy is trying to say something and he keenly asking for attention . Tapi bila dah dengar hampir 13 ribu kali, Hanyut macam the opposite of Cuba, bila dengar lagi 100 kali, rasa macam Hanyut ni jawapan kepada Cuba (^____^)v Tak pasti lelaki dalam lagu ni hanyut dalam erti kata macam mana. Hanyut dalam erti kata tidak setiakah, hanyut dalam erti kata kurang ekspresif tentang perasaankah, hanyut dalam erti kata mengabaikan dengan urusan lainkah.. Anyway, seems like after series of hanyut, this guy finally realized what he's going to miss or what he already lost . Dah insaf lah kot. [ A perfect song for a guy like this is "I Learnt from the Best" by Whitney Houston ] Dipendekkan cerita, lelaki dalam lagu ni boleh dimaafkan. Sekurang-kurangnya dia sedar dan mengakui semuanya berpunca daripada sesi hanyut tersebut dan dia minta maaf. Tapi 1: 'Aini boleh maafkan lelaki macam ni. Tapi na...

Assalamualaikum, I need a new pair of high heels. Nothing is wrong with my current high heels. Oh one pair needs to see the cobbler ASAP and I keep forgetting that. I'm wearing my break-up high heels most of the time now and that feels quite wrong. Nothing is wrong with my break-up high heels, too, other than being cream in color. So you can guess how many outfits match that. [Aha! I have a break-up high heel. Ask me if you want to know :p] Anyway, I think this is just me giving myself an excuse for more high heels. I plan to get myself a pair of gladiators or stilettos. The idea seems harmless but the moment I saw them, they look so dangerous. Hahaha. I think I'm going to skip that. On the other hand, a pair of flat is always decent. My main problem is to find cute, comfortable and practical flats. A cute but uncomfortable and unpractical flats or hideous but comfortable and practical flats won't do for me. (^___^)v I used to have only one pair of footwear; be it flats or ...

Assalamualaikum, I... found something on the net... a dedication... from year 2007... I... didn't recall anything about it... it never appear in my search result before... I... want to thank the writer... I do, but I can't... I shouldn't... Thank you. I cheerish those moment and I think you know that. I wish it never appear in my search result. Wassalam.

Assalamualaikum, There’s not much color to explain my latest passion. It is merely black and white and some grays. But yes, it’s more than enough to melt my heart. I love colors. But sometime colors overshadow the most important element in a picture. Monochrome on the other hand is able to bring out the authentic intended by a photographer in her picture. I fall in love each snap. Wassalam.

Assalamualaikum, I spent 30+ minutes hating and an equal time and a little bit more feeling bad after that. When the incident struck me, I was carried away and what I felt seems normal at the moment. When you are in pain and the pain is at the center of your heart, the rational part of your brain turns off. The only things that matters is you and your feeling and your anger. What reason do I have to hate? Just because someone did something that is over my ego? The answer was yes. I am not going to let that be my sole reason to hate others. When incidents like this happen, FAQ popped up: 1) Couldn't you put yourself in my shoes and see how much it hurts me? 2) Couldn't you guess how your act hurts? 3) Why would you did such thing that you know would hurt me? 4) What do you expect from me? 5) Don't you have some common sense in you? The answers are NO and I DON'T CARE. A very typical and normal human being. Nothing big to anyone's concern. I was one of the incident. I...

Assalamualaikum, Antara misi utama Klik Klik Syawal kali ini ialah pelita! Agak kecewa bila tiada pelita di pasang oleh jiran sebelah (yang menjadi satu-satunya harapan untuk pasang pelita) semasa aku pulang 2 minggu yang lalu. Tapi pada malam 1 Syawal, kelihatanlah pelita meliuk-lintuk menari bersama angin (^_^) Tidak lah banyak, cukup untuk aku yang amatur berlatih function yang berkenaan... Agak susah pada mulanya untuk mendapat hasil yang terbaik. Kebanyakan gambar yang aku capture nampak tipikal dan tak ada soul. High ISO, low ISO, shutter speed this and that, metering (walaupun aku masih blur pasal ni), night mode, flash on, flash off . You name it . Lastly, I decided to switch to Monochrome. I have no expectation at all, I just thought maybe I could find something for my Monochrome Unlimited collection. Alhamdulillah, it turn out great ! Jadi, berikut adalah hasil yang terbaik dan yang paling aku suka. Inilah yang Encik Ikmal selalu katakan lucky shot ... I did nothing sp...