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Birthday Note - 25 Years Old


The first birthday wish for this year is from Kak Mai, on 11th January 2010! And more advance messages are coming in my Facebook. Seems like everyone is excited about my birthday :D Hehehe.
I've been trying to write this note since last week. Not that easy, you know - it's either too many to tell or I have none to share.

Each birthday is another portal, opened to a new world. While I'm writing this, I am pacing closer to this year's portal. I can see memories greeted me throughout the path, even in the dimmest of light. This is the first time I'm writing a note about a year that is spent in my life.
Triple trilogy cut short into one blog post, I am so proud of the 25 years old me. Life's been tough on me and life changing events happen the most; you know what I mean [I'll tell at the end of this post]. But here I am, still pretty, still standing.

There were tons of great stuff, but I'd like to share this particular "achievement" -…



Aku pening kepala dengan yang bernama manusia...
Bukankah kamu sebaik-baik kejadiaan Tuhanmu?
Bukankah kamu dibekalkan dengan akal?
Tidakkah kamu diajarkan dengan kebaikan?
Tidakkah kamu dianugerahkan dengan perasaan?
Banyak perkataan baik, buruk juga kamu gunakan.
Banyak perangai sopan, yang sebaliknya juga kamu amalkan.

Mahu jadi siapa kamu wahai manusia, kalau bukan menjadi hambaNYA?


AJL 24


Congratulations and thank you to:
Pete Teo for composing and writing "I Go" - Lovely song!
Amran Omar for translating the lovely song into "Pergi";
Aizat for his voice and perfomance.
A winner with a message!

It would be less smart if "Pergi" did not win last night. All songs were great and all performances were awesome. No offense, but it takes more to be a winner. Anugerah Juara Lagu (AJL) is not about who sings or what are you wearing or what props did you use on stage. It was a battle of music and lyric.

Pete Teo/Amran Omar/Aizat's "Pergi" was one song that touches hearts with its melody, lyric, the voice who sings it and [for last night performance] theme and creativity. A complete package if I may say. But of course, Pete Teo is the sifu when talking about unison plus creativity - Malaysian Artistes for Unity's "Here in My Home" and 15Malaysia was his project.

I must say, AJL24 was a successful in spite of everyt…

Knock, knock, knock!


It's 4th January 2010;
First day of working in 2010.
Few days left for this 25 years young lady :)

I'm turning 26!!!
Eventhough at heart I am forever 13... I am so turning 26!

25 is like standing on the thin line between young and not young. But 26... the "6" indicate that I have cross over to the other side of the world, which is not so young. The hysterics are more on the fact that I am so very much single and that a wedding is expected and that I am having my first baby when most of women my age would have their second and so on and the question will keep on coming and bugging me.


Hey hey!
I am not that girl who weeps over my age. I am proud of turning 26 and the next. Just that living in this world with these big ears, I hear cruel whispers. Don't you dare blaming my ears; you should mind your words and please get a new hobby other than giving people a hard time.

In this departure hall of gate 25, I watch a rerun of how I spent my age. I'…