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It is confirmed that this week's episode will be the final episode for uri Honey Bee Couple. Lee Jeong Hee's "Tears Didn't Fall" is perfect for today. Because I was so sad, tears didn’t fall I just stood at that place, and said I understood As time stopped, my heart stopped too Everything that happened just seemed like something from a dream Always and forever In short, I am devastated by the news. *It is* silly, I know. But still, I am sad thinking that I won't be able to see this couple on screen anymore. Who cares if this is a total fake. You don't get to see Lee Jong Hyun *this* pretty everyday! And, and, and... I actually like Gong Seung Yeon. I will remember this couple prettily. Dear Honey Bee Couple, You planted flowers in my heart. Please live happily. Note: This is the moment you wish there is some truth in Kpop entertainment industry. A wish that your bias *is* a good person in real life. A hope that they're surroun...

"When the sun shines on the sea, I think of you. When the dim moonlight is on the spring, I think of you." From The Classic

“Be strong enough to stand alone, smart enough to know when you need help, and brave enough to ask for it.” - Ziad K. Abdelnour I am not strong, not smart, and not brave. I honestly feel like I am not any of it lately. There were days where I questioned my decision to live with this particular personality and identity. There were moments when I ask myself why I need to wear this mask and then regret taking it off. Recently, I have been wondering what happen to the full-of-spirit girl - the girl who sees her path and took it positively and bravely. I don't feel like that girl anymore. Not so much. Even strong, smart, and brave people need a moment to be their human self. You know, the sides that you rarely see or never know were there. Sometime I just feel like frowning. I just want to take off the smiling mask and frown... freely. Without anyone asking me to justify the reason I am frowning. Without anyone who would tell me that it is okay to do that, but then...

Lee Jong Hyun is the cool and mysterious musician you fall in love every time. He doesn’t have that idol persona compare to other CNBLUE members. He is a man with less words and expression. His world is music. The only way to get to know him is through his music. You need to listen to his music. You need to see him performing with his eyes close. [Coward] [Thank You] [Yes] [Love Rides the Rain] [II Will.Forget You] [Sleepless Night] [Love is...] [My Miracle] [Lie] [Voice] That is why to see him as a different person in We Got Married 4 is very *exciting*. It is addicting. BOICEs would agree with me, who would have thought LJH has those sides. No one. I cringe when he showered Gong Seung Yeon with compliments and sorts in the first few episodes. Where is uri LJH?! I was convinced that LJH is actually a player in real life behind that cool Busan namja facade after a while. And the sweet and cute GSY... it's nice to see her with LJH. I mean, we all understand - it's LJH -...

My heart is so tired. The end.

Assalamualaikum, Memahami jawapan dari Allah adalah satu rahmat. Semoga aku dikalangan orang yang bertuah, yang dapat memahami 'bicara' Allah. Amiin Allahhumma Amiin. ~ Jika kau berasa lelah dan tidak berdaya daripada usaha yang sepertinya sia-sia Allah tahu betapa keras engkau sudah berusaha. Ketika kau sudah menangis sekian lama dan hatimu masih terasa pedih Allah sudah menghitung air matamu. Jika kaufikir bahawa hidupmu sedang menunggu sesuatu Dan waktu terasa berlalu begitu saja Allah sedang menunggu bersama denganmu. Ketika kaufikir bahawa kau sudah mencuba segalanya dan tidak tahu hendak berbuat apa lagi Allah punya jawapannya. Ketika segala sesuatu menjadi tidak masuk akal dan kau berasa tertekan Allah dapat menenangkanmu. Jika tiba-tiba kau dapat melihat jejak-jejak harapan Allah sedang berbisik kepadamu. Ketika segala sesuatu berjalan lancar dan kau berasa ingin mengucap syukur Allah telah memberim...

Assalamualaikum, Alhamdulillah. Everything is getting better - health, mood, feeling, spirit... heart - all moving into a positive direction. Hari yang indah; secara spontan aku berbisik " hari yang baik untuk membuat keputusan yang baik ". I slept well last night, after weeks of sleepless nights. When you're not living the days properly, you will not be able to rest properly at night. Nursing my health conditions while juggling between career and volunteer works, I have push myself into a fatigue state over my limit. I had terrible Tuesday yesterday. I woke up on the wrong side of the bed *and* under the weather. There were hints of gastritis and I have no appetite for food. I had to forced my self to eat some breakfast before dragging my foot for work; *teary eyed*. But somehow I manage to pull myself together and search the best from the dimension, Alhamdulillah, for the inspiration. Two Caucasian male visitors chatted about their preferable morning drink made m...