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Assalamualaikum, A moment ago, I just realized that my folder contains gigantic amount of sad songs. Sad love songs. Tragic sad songs. Ohmigosh. What kind of person I was? What kind of life I had? My... my... my... With this kind of collection, even Olay Total Effect that fight 7 signs of ageing could not help. Lines, lines, lines! So I begin rummaging the entire collection for decent, motivational, happy songs that could enlighten my soul. Was that only 15% of the entire collection? Disastrous, ‘Aini! Among these 15%, lots of them actually a motivational breakup songs and a whole lot more which was not in that 15% is about love (between men and women). How pathetic is that. We can't even write happy songs that does not include that kind of love. Sad... very, very sad. I don't want to feel happy listening to fairy tales of love. Teetttt! Not even my story. I don't want to be happy over bouncing back and moving on after a terrible breakup! Another teeettttt! Ya ya ya. “It’s...

Assalamualaikum, Blair cried during Dorota's wedding in Gossip Girl Season 3 episode last night. She broke off with tears when Cyrus announce the happy couple whom happen to be Blair and Chuck, to walk the aisle and accompany the bride and bridegroom as a part of the traditional Russian wedding. Blair said that she and Chuck was not a happy couple. They should not bring bad luck to Dorota and Vanya. Blair hated the person she has become when she love Chuck -- too much. She hated it. Watching Blair crying like that, letting Chuck go... stepping away from her life... admitting that the one love she wanted and fight for was not a happy story... it broke my heart. Blair is mean. But she's just another girl. [Dorota said: "I don't need you to be a happy couple. I just need you to be happy". Yes. ] Everybody has the right to be happy. to choose a path that makes them happy. to give second chance, many time. to forgive. to forget. to move on. to stay and to longed. to b...

Assalamualaikum, Explanation sometimes could make things more complicated. Silence on the other hand could suggest misunderstanding. Questions could lead to irritation and answers might hurt others. If I were to give attention to all these, I'm so getting grey hairs on my next birthday! Life contains variables, a lot of them swarm around me and you. It’s unfair but you have to accept it.I sound selfish, yes I am. But sometime being selfish is required so that none of us have to see a shrink or end up in a morgue. Wassalam.

Assalamualaikum, Pada mulanya lagu Hanyut ni macam ada jiwa yang sama dengan lagu Cuba. A guy is trying to say something and he keenly asking for attention . Tapi bila dah dengar hampir 13 ribu kali, Hanyut macam the opposite of Cuba, bila dengar lagi 100 kali, rasa macam Hanyut ni jawapan kepada Cuba (^____^)v Tak pasti lelaki dalam lagu ni hanyut dalam erti kata macam mana. Hanyut dalam erti kata tidak setiakah, hanyut dalam erti kata kurang ekspresif tentang perasaankah, hanyut dalam erti kata mengabaikan dengan urusan lainkah.. Anyway, seems like after series of hanyut, this guy finally realized what he's going to miss or what he already lost . Dah insaf lah kot. [ A perfect song for a guy like this is "I Learnt from the Best" by Whitney Houston ] Dipendekkan cerita, lelaki dalam lagu ni boleh dimaafkan. Sekurang-kurangnya dia sedar dan mengakui semuanya berpunca daripada sesi hanyut tersebut dan dia minta maaf. Tapi 1: 'Aini boleh maafkan lelaki macam ni. Tapi na...

Assalamualaikum, I need a new pair of high heels. Nothing is wrong with my current high heels. Oh one pair needs to see the cobbler ASAP and I keep forgetting that. I'm wearing my break-up high heels most of the time now and that feels quite wrong. Nothing is wrong with my break-up high heels, too, other than being cream in color. So you can guess how many outfits match that. [Aha! I have a break-up high heel. Ask me if you want to know :p] Anyway, I think this is just me giving myself an excuse for more high heels. I plan to get myself a pair of gladiators or stilettos. The idea seems harmless but the moment I saw them, they look so dangerous. Hahaha. I think I'm going to skip that. On the other hand, a pair of flat is always decent. My main problem is to find cute, comfortable and practical flats. A cute but uncomfortable and unpractical flats or hideous but comfortable and practical flats won't do for me. (^___^)v I used to have only one pair of footwear; be it flats or ...

Assalamualaikum, I... found something on the net... a dedication... from year 2007... I... didn't recall anything about it... it never appear in my search result before... I... want to thank the writer... I do, but I can't... I shouldn't... Thank you. I cheerish those moment and I think you know that. I wish it never appear in my search result. Wassalam.

Assalamualaikum, There’s not much color to explain my latest passion. It is merely black and white and some grays. But yes, it’s more than enough to melt my heart. I love colors. But sometime colors overshadow the most important element in a picture. Monochrome on the other hand is able to bring out the authentic intended by a photographer in her picture. I fall in love each snap. Wassalam.