Silence of a Heart

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Assalamualaikum,

"Because my love for you
Is higher than words,
I have decided to fall silent."
~ Khalil Gibran

Biiznillah. Jika diizinkan Allah.
Semoga aku diberikan pemahaman terhadap jawapan istikharah.
Amiin Allahhumma Amiin.

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